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First of all, because I'm paranoid, I want to clear up something from the last post. I have no problem whatsoever with that guy from the worship service. I hope it was clear that I didn't actually dislike him, it was simply that situation brought back some difficult memories. That's all.

So in case anyone was wondering about the blog title, I've been on a bit of a Staind kick lately. So I decided to just steal one of their song titles. I'm actually a little surprised that I didn't use a Blue October song instead, like Conversations via Radio or X Amount of Words. But anyhow, here are the lyrics for your reading pleasure:

Are you afraid, afraid of the truth
In the mirror staring back at you
The image is cracked, but so it the view here
And the strength of a tree begins in the roots
That I tend to bury into to you
At least now the storm can't blow me away

So crawl inside my head with me
I'll show you how it feels to be
To blame like me

Should I be afraid of this face that I see
In the mirror staring back at me
So cold were the days when I listened to you
And you say that I'm weak so show me the proof
Cause I still exist in spite of you
But I won't compete with you everyday

So crawl inside my head with me
I'll show you how it feels to be
To blame like me

Schizophrenic conversations that
I'm always having with myself
I hear these voices in my head competing
Maybe I could use a little help
I still have Schizophrenic conversations

When there's no one else around to hear
I long for solitude and peace within me
Void of all the anger and the fear

So crawl inside my head with me
I'll show you how it feels to be
Fucked up like me

I'll show you how it feels to be
To blame like me
Ashamed like me